hiatus
Honestly, I’m 80% sure I’m pissing some of you off by going away again. But I literally cannot take the way I am living my life anymore.
Right now, I’m extremely emotionally and mentally unstable and depressed. I’m way out of shape, I’m almost 19 and so far my life is going nowhere.
I was rejected by the first college I applied to, my mother is extremely discouraging and negative in the ways that she tries to cheer me up, and I haven’t seen most of my real-life friends since I came back from vacation.
I’m starting to have this retarded mindset where I just wait for things to happen, and I can’t allow myself to think this way. I have amazing goals, I have huge aspirations, and it’s time I put them to work.
I really hate to do this to all of my rp’s again, and miss out on a fuckton, but my actual life cannot suffer like this any longer.
I have no idea when I’ll be back.
This isn’t an April Fool’s joke, but my icon is.
(Source: manrynips, via awhitesummer)



